Endless pursuit

Hello Tumblr!

It’s been 9 months ( I think ) since I’ve last posted on this blog, which is light years in tumblr terms given that people reblog more than 50 times a day, sometimes on the same topic. A lot of things have changed within that time. Made new friendships, foregone old ones, been drawn into philosophical thought, reviewed old memories like playback, learnt to be more independent and basically grown about a year older ( soon at least ).

I realised life is really like a mirror, things I wrote at this time of the year last year keep happening again. Feeling the same feelings, being annoyed at the same things. Kind of like De’ja vu?

In this last week of ‘real’ holidays before school starts to take over, I think we all need to start some reflection. What’s happening in Japan is really depressing. It’s kind of like a reminder of the fragility of life? And that what we seemingly own can be taken away from us so quickly in a split second, and all we’re left with at the end of the day is the intangible - the relationships, memories and beliefs. When you see your house tumble right in front of your eyes, what will you feel? Grief for the loss I’m sure. But how about relief that at least you and your family are safe? ISn’t that all you have right now?

I guess all talk and no action makes one just a ‘preacher’. True, but we help in whatever ways we can. IT’s heartening to see people like Lady Gaga and tumblr actually wanting to help. Sometimes we doubt people’s intentions, wondering ” do they really want to help? or is this just for publicity?” Well, it’s better to give people the benefit of the doubt I guess?

Gloomy skies are probably a mirror to the feelings of the Japanese.

Christina Perri’s song is very heartfelt. Lyrics are really good :) But as usual such songs aren’t really applicable to me.

love :)

man, scratchy throat: ( yet i can smell lunch.. ironic,ain’t it?

anyway, bad headache and it just keeps raining :(

watchedd glee ep 1 and final ep ytd, what a great wat to end my day. anyway tumblr is therapeutic :))

glee you are slowly taking over my every minute :O

Anyway, I like the song, can’t wait for REGIONALSS!

Heard loads of previews and it’s going to be a blast. GLEE RULES ! period.

quiz plus practical this week :( I feel really cheated of something. LIke I made the wrong choice….. well, can’t do anything about that now can I? Reading the newspaper didn’t really help, the article was just talking about virtues..

Now I’m asking myself, what am I doing here?

music is my only escape now. :( reality sucks. so much stuff to do! D:

anyway, be back here on the weekends. :O SERIOUSLY NO TIME> i feel incoherent

:) Hey Tumblr!

I’m so sorry I haven’t really been posting regularly! just too busy! :D Anyway, felt a sense of accomplishment that I painted my room white :) IT was some rose-y colour before and now it’s as white as Kikki K . :D haha. I’m so into this decorating thing.

I’ve been thinking too much again, as my friends would confirm. Tomorrow’s V Day and it’s going to be like any normal day for me, so no diff. :) Yeah, perhaps in a few lightyears, will I actually take V Day seriously :D But I did write some notes! So don’t fault me here.

Trying to figure out whether The Saturdays really can sing or they’re just another girl band paralleled to Miley Cyrus? They don’t sound that bad. ;D i like their empowering song, EGO! ( whatever, it’s empowering to me)

Scary that 1.5 months has passed and I haven’t done anything productive? well, just to remind myself, 8.5 more months to go and then it’s O’s. Camp next week. Bittersweet feelings about that..

Keep trying to play back the past.. worrying unnecessarily. maybe some things aren’t meant to be? Maybe I should just worry less.

I love Tumblr so much :) freedom of expression. permanently off MSN for 3 years. haha. ( let’s see how long that lasts)